Missing You.....

MISSING YOU.....

More and more each day
Just seeing your face
Takes my breath away


One moment with you
Would make everything OK
Whenever I see you
I wish with you I could stay


No words can express
How much I need you
But I will spend this night once again

MISSING YOU.....

P.S. : June,04..my boy friend, SAYANTAN 's birthday..Happy Birthday dear...I LOVE YOU.....

Sitting by the window . . . . .

Sitting by the window . . . . .
As I sit here gazing out the window, Instead of working, I'm daydreaming of you...
And wondering if while you're in your own world, You're thinking of me too...



I reminisce about the day we met and how you made me feel,
Looking at the glowing smile on your face,
Staring into your dreamy eyes, Your smell, Your touch, Your warm embrace...
I wonder if heaven can be as beautiful...



And now, I've started to feel that warmth inside,
Like nothing or no one else can make me feel...
Butterflies, A constant smile, Happy thoughts,
Looking forward to the next time we meet.



What lies ahead, down the road to love...??
Can it possibly be what I've been hoping for?
All my goals, dreams, passions, hopes...
Glaring now before me with great anticipation.



No one knows what tomorrow brings...
One can only wish and believe...
I have abounding faith that God will take care of me,
And keep you around and the love within.



Could it be the same with you...??
Time will tell...I feel a special bond starting between us . . . . .
And so I'm truly hopeful that you feel the same...

Sweet Flame...

Sweet burning flame
Rekindled within the heart
melted long years
Kissed as by the sun
Came alive to see your face afar!

         
          Whom have I to thank 
          For this ache within?
          Do I dare dream?
          My mind trembles silently
          Yet my heart plays 
          A soft melodious tone
          Its rhythm mocks me!



Oh sweet burning flame.....
Your light aglow,
carries me far.
But I choose to hold you
deep within my heart!

First Kiss.....

Lost in a blinding hot shower of stars..
My world has contracted to fit in your arms.....

Enveloped in you and I cannot be saved..
As my heart leaps towards you, bound by its cage.....

Every last nerve ending searing with fire..
As my conscience is slowly consumed by desire.....

The taste of your lips and the scent of your skin..
Where love and the rest of my life will begin.....

And as my last defences collapse at your feet..
I surrender myself in becoming complete.....

Gifts of the Past...

I turn back today.....
just to have a glimpse
At the past.
They say past is history,
So is it wrong to look at it..!!

Shouldn't I look at the day,
When i walked through the school gates,
Shouldn't i be obliged,
For I went in a kid and came out a lady..!!
So what if I want to go back today
And say sorry to people I have hurt...
I know I can't..!!

Shouldn't I look at the day,
When I had the first fight...
Shouldn't i be glad,for the fight
Ultimately resulted in a friendship
Which still goes strong..!!
So what if the fight ended with a broken bone,
And the bone belonged to me..!!

Shouldn't I look at the day,
When we went to see a cricket match...
Between Australia and India at the Eden Gardens
Shouldn't I rejoice,for we had a gala time
Predicting the number of ducks..!!
So what if India lost that match
And then the series too..!!

Shouldn't I look at the day
When we used to play kabaddi...
On a muddy rainy day..!!
Shouldn't I be happy that I was the one
To be the winner.
So what if the next day I caught
Cold and then could not play for the next two days..!!

Shouldn't I look at the day
When college welcomed me with open arms...
Shouldn't I smile for I made friends.
And experienced all the craziness of the world..!!
So what if I suddenly find moist eyes..!!
The tears are the trophies I possess,
For they remind me of the good times spent.

Shouldn't I look at the day
When I took that train journey..!!
Shouldn't I blush
That I met the man of my dreams
And fell---fell in love...
So what if he doesn't even know me,
I do and shall always..!!

I look at all these days and more.....
Days that will never come back,
Days that will stay with me lifelong,
Days that will always be cherished,
as wonderful gifts of the past..!!!

A BLIND MYSTERY

Crossed is my finger,

Awaiting the 'Final' day,

Which will unfold my mood,

May be sad may be gay.

Presently my future is blinded

Waiting for the Day to strike,

Deciding for me

What my future will be like... 

I think of enjoying

My current days in Hand

Still I go through the miseries

Wishing for a Magic Wand

Through the clouded sky,

My moistened eyes I clear,

To Glimpse a Ray of Sunshine,

Promising a happy future near...

I Pray to the Almighty,

without a word loss,

I search between Clouded Sky,

Keeping my fingers Crossed.

A Thought Just Came To My Mind

           A Thought Just Came To My Mind
           I lost the track of time
           It all came to one single line
           Is my life worth a dime

           Days have passed
           years have gone
            My mind now says 
           It’s time to move on

           Why is there so much worry
           I always seemed to be in a hurry
           it’s time now to do some real stuff
           I just can’t make more lies and bluff

           Wise men once said
           Time once gone never comes back
           I say now
            Pull up your socks & put on the sack.

           Travel to the mountains
           Swim to the sea.
          Open your Wings
          and go on along flee

           Life is a race run or die
             When was the last time you tasted a sweet pie
             All your life you worry about the money
           Once you are dead you don’t carry a penny

            Do what you always want to
           Even if people say you are Crazy
           There is no point in coming
           Home from work and filling dizzy

           Do what you Love
           You will love what you do
            Work will become joy
            and it will be a joy to work.

             A Thought Just Came to my MIND.

                                                                - with valuable suggestions from Robert Gibson .